this is my.. current theme song. literally. and erm, metaphorically what i hope to achieve. ironically, the song sounds very dramatic what with all the crescendoes and the piano backgrd. maybe she was trying to achieve some form of emotional catharsis for denouement.

Mary J Blige - No More Drama

So tired, tired of all these drama
(You go your way, I go my way)
No more, no more
I wanna be free
I'm so tired, so tired

Broken heart again
Another lesson learnt
Better know your friends
Or else you will get burnt
Gotta count on me
Cause I can guarantee
That I'll be fine

No more pain (no more pain)
No more pain (no more pain)
No drama (no more drama in my life)
Noone's gonna make me hurt again

While I played the fool
Go through ups and downs
Nowhere all the time
You wouldn't be around
Or maybe I like the stress
Cause I was young and restless
But that was long ago
I don't wanna cry no more

No more pain (no more pain)
No more game (no more game messin with my mind)
No drama (no more drama in my life)
Noone's gonna make me hurt again
No more tears (no more tears, I'm tired of cryind every night)
No more fears (no more fears, I really don't wanna cry)
No drama (no more drama in my life)
I don't ever wanna hurt again
Wanna speak my mind, wanna speak my mind

Ooh it feels so good
When you let go
Of all the drama in your life
Now you're free from all the pain
Free from all the game
Free from all the stress
So find your happiness

I don't know
Only God knows where the story ends for me
But I know where the story began
It's up to us to choose
Whatever we win or lose
And I choose to win

No more pain (no more pain)
No more game (tired of your playin' game with my mind)
No drama (no more drama in my life)
No more, no more, no more, no more
No more tears (no more tears, no more cryin every night)
No more fears (no more waking me up in the morning)
No drama (leave me alone)
No more in my life

No more drama, no more drama
No more drama, no more drama

NO MORE DRAMA
NO MORE DRAMA
NO MORE DRAMA
NO MORE DRAMA
NO MORE DRAMA

No more drama in my life
So tired, tired of these drama

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i like neapolitan flavour icecream, it's a fancy name for cheap WALLS brand ice-cream that disguises itself as high-class banana-split flavour. i should have cut banana chunks and dumped it into my already very full cup. ok, think i'll just add in what i blogged about a few days ago in reference to my 'breakdown' but never made the cut due to blogger's capricious nature.

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oops. just realized that i didn't save it. well then, too bad you won't see my figurative post with lots of symbols and rants about people. and how i decide to just let go about it.

i remember GKS k! watchoutonedaywhenibecomealeaderofthiscountry.

oh well. won't need it. **'s just like all the GKSs of the world, that just leave for no apparent reason, making me feel stupid, basking in their newfound happiness. hey hey, no i won't give you the happiness of seeing me squirm, even though i have a lot already.

and as for the erm. lovey dovey crap, all you have to know is that i am not going to risk my friendship with said person for a risk that might not work. you once told me that if i really loved someone, i should persevere no matter what, whether i think the person will reject me or not. that's rubbish. i bet you didn't even know it was you you were talking about. so nope, no way in hell am i taking a risk that will backfire. you can have it T**.
quixoticka eulogized @ 5:53:00 pm