i regretted studying for bio. i studied until goodness knows what time last nite for it... and i was dozing off during the paper! AND i couldn't do it. i should have like just gone and F*ckit since i'm a humanities person anyway.

if i'd just studied abit more for humans i'm sure i could get an a1 for both. but not enough quotes..... not enough details. all cos of stupid bio. which was an utter killer. whatever. i'm feeling stupid now.

as for all half lit people if they happen to be reading this.. haha! yay cheapos didn't get their day.. all hoping for passage-based. as albar the sage says... don't do passage-based... for dunno what reason she gave. in fact she didn't. haha. fun to see them squirm without the float of a passage-based. gosh. and they were stumped on calphurnia n portia. they were floundering with just a few lines worth of 25 mark question whoopee!! what a question. so obviously everyone chose the deaths. hah. C&C. and oh yes matthew you are right. continue analyzing me, for whatever agenda you may have.

spent cash cash and more cash after school.... and i regret it now. cos of. things that might happen. crap. think i should just remain frugal these days. the thought is very scary. very frightening. very... i don't know. i don't know what i'd do without it all.

nvm. things don't seem to be looking good on all angles. i'm entering the nadir of n*. absolutely not for comprehension. not for the plebeian consumption. what, is this a holiday? that you would be surfing around on my blog and not studying for chem and practising for amaths?

the future looks bleak. the future looks uncertain. very afraid. very very afraid. entering period of turbulence.

here's a little song for you all. how pertinent. for all of you people who... nvm. pluS. plus. nvm. for those that 'go about things the wrong way', you'd know what i mean. ;-)

Tatu - How Soon Is Now

[ I am the son and the heir
Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
I am the son and heir
Of nothing in particular

You shut your mouth
How dare you say
I go about things the wrong way
I am human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does ] X2

There's a club if you'd like to go
You could meet somebody
Who really loves you
So you go
And you stand on your own
And you leave on your own
And you go home
And you cry
And you want to die

When you say it's gonna happen "now"
When exactly do you mean?
See I've already
Waited too long and
All my hope is gone

You shut your mouth
How dare you say
I go about things the wrong way
I am human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does

oh well. enter the club where you hope you find someone loves you. just like the tons of other individuals thinking the same thing. but you end up with nothing as usual because you are a wallflower.

you shut your mouth. mouths. indeed. let me do it my way. but some things may just be twisted. and you never knew. i feel like.. dunno. i feel weird. like i don't belong in this timeframe. like i belong in the future or something. or in the past. or just in some alternate reality, parallel to this time. but just not now. it seems wrong.

how soon is now? never? do it now before you're too late.
i've waited too long, and now you're gone. all my hope is gone.

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if my conjecture is right peeps, i won't be here that often anymore. or online. i guess. seeya.
quixoticka eulogized @ 6:05:00 pm