gosh. i'm feeling in a wonderfully happy mood now hahaha. love ya peeps.. love all of you. every single one. hahaha. thanks man. enjoyed every single msn conversation today, haha.

i REALLY think that picture is ugly. but well.. thanks for the nice comments. some unexpected too, like kenneth. haha. and the whole world is fighting over me. -arches eyebrows at hongmun and his hong2 fen2 zhi1 ji3 of 7 years-

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anyway, chem is madness. khem should be khilled just like bio was bitched. let's phuck physics next. the last sucker for the common tests. ah well. omg! i didn't do like 15 marks worth of qns for amath. ah well. 25 more to spare for a borderline pass. =)

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i'm so weirdified today.. i did things that i never thought i would. i stayed back for like more than 2 hours after school just to do... haha. just to do something really stupid. p*** ****s. not that it's something really shameful, but still. i find it weird. after a test and school, purposefully stay back. some more with all the muggers. ok nvm.

then later, i ate by myself in j8. i have NEVER eaten alone in j8 before. it's just not me. i always eat at j8 with at least one other person. so, yeah another interesting thing to mention.

and gosh, i watched people LAN today. WATCH k, not play with them. cs is damn boring when you're watching. ok, lalala. it suddenly looks VERY fun. shit, this is SO not the time to start playing around with addictive looking games like that, and anyway i'm like more than 5 years late.

then, i bought ******s with matin. haha! 'nuff said. ssssssshhhh. hahahaha. and they're pretty cheap too. 2 bucks for erm. safety. hahahahahahaha.

yeah. things that i never thought i'd do, i did them all today.

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i just got a wakeup call today. 29 more days to prelims. hello hellhole! especially if i go to tripS thru this helluva crapshit. technically then they'd be sending many people. cos amath and bio are enough to maim and immobilize. the morale is already like damn low. anything else coming by would be a final nuke to annihilate and decimate. probably with chem and all the reactive metals like sodium and potassium.

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yeah. i saw something today that really touched my heart and impressed me greatly. yeah. the soothing stroking of the head. the meticulous removal of the nitty gritty. the careful patience not to hurt even further. that thing. yeah. very humane. thank you. whatever happens i will always remember that. you have really touched my life with your gestures, your unconscious doing. really living up to the title yeah? or ex-title rather..

i still love you very much

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quixoticka eulogized @ 11:38:00 pm