today, i went shopping.

basically, the metro saleswoman was a bitch. her face was black, and she was unwilling to open a new package. "ah actually normally arh, we always give people the opened one already" so unreluctant.

and the one at ntuc was like, come come come i introduce you all these different products yada yada yada talk talk talk. and her face was forever smiling, she was really genuine and serious at her work. the other one probably was forced to sell stupid shirts cos she couldn't get a job even with her triple-sci + math life sciences degree and diploma with first class honours.

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i really don't understand. never did, never now and never will until someone puts it down in black and white for me to understand. then if i'm wrong, i'm truly wrong, but as long as nobody ever says anything in the face to me to tell me what the fuck is going on, i'll never know.

and i'll continue having that same viewpoint.

and there'll be a vicious cycle. so i want to stop it. in an amiable way.

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till then, graduation !
quixoticka eulogized @ 10:41:00 pm