- why does chris.tina ag.uilera go on singing about girl power and all, whilst her mtv shows her doing a gradual striptease? is that part of being sexual? is that part of being empowering and all female gungho when i let the guys know my clit is open? i need female opinions on this man. what does it mean to be feminist. hah.

- for all my constant thinking of how i want my children's lives to be in the future, and how i have this grand scheme of things such that they would not be losers like me, i may be infertile! or i may end up like ah-ming on hollandV and become impotent!

- why does it seem that the grass is ALWAYS greener on the other side? is that some inherent human nature? or what? why do we always want something we don't have? and if we ever do get it (which is kinda unlikely) we end up being disastisfied again and become all morose and unhappy and wish for the previous side of even a third side that we never even know of till we came to the second one. many people are always unhappy with their lives. and they always call themselves 'loser'. hey, i guess loser must be a really subjective term, since some people are so successful (another subjective term) and yet they think they're loseristic. guess we'll never know.

- how come when i like a good looking female artist, for example, britn.ey, i must be non-heterosexual. does it mean that to be a heterosexual and not any other type (not even metro), i must like fucking bullsht like simple plan? yeah, i called it fucking bullshit. come flame me. talking about simple plan, i think their "ballad" perfect is ridiculous. i hate faux-philosphizing, especially when you're just a poser. hey, isn't that what av.ril does best? "why do you have to go and make things so complicated? i see the way you're acting like somebody else gets me frustrated" tut!

- i never knew that when you're in a really emotionally-charged situation, tears will come out. not cos you're crying, but they're just tears of emotion. yeah. those type of cliches really exist. hmm, just found out today. whatever.

- jacko's new song is hilarious, he's pleading. for one more chance.

- there's one more week to gradnite. am i supposed to be happy? or sad? am i supposed to tie up loose ends, or leave them hanging, since most of us will probably have another 2 years to settle our personal bullshits with each other? then again, the last time i tried some bury the hatchet crap, it fell through and the person still stopped talking to me. what's the point? hah!

- generation gaps are probably the worst things to ever affect the human relationship. you could argue that ideological differences or intolerance and unenlightenment could be it, but they're probably only second. who knows, i'll probably change my mind again, like i always do.

- nobody knows me, yup, not even myself. thank you for reading my rubbish, even if you despise me for some reason of another. =)reminds self to be a nice person
quixoticka eulogized @ 2:53:00 am