yay! hooray! liberty, freedom and enfranchisement..... not!

1. i'm not p6, i'm sec4.

2. this year's results suck to the low depths of hell. the highest is only 282, and the lowest is 87. everyone's siblings didn't do well ( but then again, there's a reason why we're all ri students aren't we?) yeah, neither did my brother. oh well. nothing to say.

3. i went to his results xuan1bu4 thingie and the new principal is a big fat a*hole. i dunno lar, he was so thrilled that the 2 top scores were a measly 271-tie. and only 12 people got above 260. that is highly pathetic for a school of such repute!!! then he talked so much bullcock about "oh if you're getting 269 and you wanna go ri then surely can" well guess what the top 2 are girls and the next in line at 269 is the only boy. PLEASE LAR. stupid man. so thrilled to have such lousy results.

4. as i was telling my brother in a non-condescending but matter-of-fact tone, if i'd gotten my psle score and slotted it in with the scores this year, i'd be top in my school already.

5. the school is going DOWN!!!

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yah so ANYWAY, went to orchard later. did some window shopping for grad dinner clothing. -shrugs- all the nice clothes cost so much. i guess that's an understatement.

yeah, there's this nice slash teeshirt too!!!! but obviously, such things can only be worn once, but omg, it makes me look like i'd just live thru a tornado, or i'd just had hot torrid sex with some wild animalistic ahemahem person. yeah. nice tee! whatever, i just need my pants and i'm good to go.

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oh and on the way home with you =), just thought i'd like to post this here. maybe sometimes we're too paranoid. like for example when SW stopped saying hi to you, it doesn't mean there's dislike or hatred coming from that person, it may be just because you two have drifted apart. things like that happen. friends become acquaintances and they slowly become strangers.

maybe you'd (generic you) like to take things into your own hands and control your relationships, but it tends to screw things up if you hold too hard. try letting go. and do please believe some of those philosophy shit, that if it does return to you, it is meant to be yours. and no, i'm not JUST referring to love.

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i wonder if ITZ will make it billboard #1???? i think it willl !!!!!

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friendster is a ridiculous contraption.

1. all it does is merely show how popular, or unpopular you are.
OR
2. it shows how rich you are to pay people to write wonderful stuff about you.

3. you can disregard this point, it gets convoluted.

HOW CAN EVERYONE BE THOUGHTFUL AND CARING AND KIND AND WONDERFUL AND SWEET! those are such generic terms and more. i feel incredulous when i realise that everyone who uses friendster has the exact same traits as each other. i see everyone writiing testimonials and basically it's the same thing. and in fact i disagree with some of the 'deep and thoughful guy/gal' comments thrown out there. maybe it's just me, cos i dunno them? i dunno? who knows, maybe everyone is deep and caring, but only to those they know and love. so obviously if i don't know someone, or if i do and not well enough, i obviously won't find that person caring. doesn't being caring encompass being deep as well? in that case, it's all just a matter of perspective and your relationships with people.

and since i can't be everyone's friend, i'll go on thinking that these testimonials of people i don't particularly like are fake, when they probably think the same of mine, and that mine are fake too. actually, they may be true, they may be right, but nobody cares because no one can be bothered to step out of their comfort zone and get to know someone they don't know, and so thus these comments are relatively crap.

well of course, that's my own opinion, and you're free to dispute it.

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I CAN'T WAIT TO................................ FINISH MY FFIX GAME...... FINALLLLLLLLLLLY !!!!!
quixoticka eulogized @ 10:40:00 pm