hi people. -waves- i really love artsfac. i really do. i wouldn't wanna be anywhere else. i realise that i owe my newfound friends and especially those who blog something better to see rather than my ranting, so i shall speak more now.

somehow, i have this huge nagging feeling that i'm going to get 7 pts. well it's surely an improvement from you know, 9. but 7? why 7? is it some subconscious thing making me feel that ok i better not think too highly of myself even though i might that i will get 6 points so its better to psycho myself that i won't and the next best thing is 7? it's like, hello? i don't foresee getting a 2 for english lah. or both my humanities screwing up. or my maths either. muahahahaha that means my sciences will be my downfall again, hehehehehehehe. ah well.

whatever lah. shit. it's all ken's fault. he told me it was coming out on wednesday, then i didnt study for econs test and/or lit test. now i have BOTH tomorrow consecutively. i am SO dead. and now everyone's saying its thursday. ah well. luckily there are no tutorials for me to hand up work tomorrow.

omg. today during math test it was so spastic. i didn't know that all the formulae were behind. if i'd known i would have gotten like 5 marks more for the binomial expansion damnit. and the bonus question was SO easy.

ugh. der.ek brought the yearbook to school today and it was so horrendous. i'm gonna wring the necks of all the idiotic sec4s if i catch them when i go back! like wth, they fucking screwed up the whole thing. the moor house page is a joke, and so is the batch song and the npcc page just to name a few. tsktsk. lalala.

the thing about me is that, i wait 3 months to release something. so rubbishy. i go in and just do the stuff (even run to hmv immediately after amathpaper2 to buy inthezone), dont have a single worry for 3 months, and i can tell you that i'd be panicking like hell when we get into a straight line in our old class this week.

the 02 meeting was rubbishy as well. i just feel so lost in it, and i don't know what's happening. there're too many people inside, and only a few people are doing everything already. ok, like who decided to retain the theme? -shrugs- just remember that when communism started out it was a really fantastic ideal, until it started becoming very dictatorial. ah well. and that kund.adak had the GALL to say that medfac play should stage their play for 02. what rubbish is that? just cos you win the title through a technical fault of ours and definitely not by acting (someone sucks), and also cos you have the ren2 duo1 shi4 zhong4 to crush us, doesn't mean you're the best k. i doubt you even watched it! med's good lah. but we're better.

anyway it's childish to continue dwelling on such things. i just hate it when people try to support something or act like damn on about it when they know nothing at all about the situation or have done nothing at all to contribute to it.

on to happier stuff, there are none. my life stretches ahead of me and it looks rather bleak.

at the moment. at. the. moment.

btw ber, yeah we so need our one on one sakae.. there's just so many things going on. it's just sad that we're not in the same school anymore so sometimes gossip becomes rather ... differential in wavelength? anyway i think the bangbang used in our play was much much much more appropriate than yours. that's my opinion anyhow. and there wasn't much in common besides ri guys participating in all of them, and rubbishy copycat emcees and crass uncouth whoslineisit anyway. (i dont really give a damn). i'm so glad i didn't go to chinaland. i'd rather drown in the big pond of a sweltering shithole as a small fish. (in VP's words)
quixoticka eulogized @ 11:04:00 pm