and so i got it. am i supposed to be happy that i made it when over a 100 people didn't? am i supposed to be sad when my friends and classmates didn't make it but i did? what am i supposed to feel? guess what, nothing's changed. i'm feeling devoid as usual. i predicted this morning that i'd have no reaction whatsoever to getting it. i mean, i did feel a bit happy, but besides that, there was nothing else. ok, i've got through this round. what happens next? what comes after? what, indeed.


quixoticka eulogized @ 11:49:00 pm