i lied. i never got over it at all, and today was the worst day ever.

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wooopy dooo~!! yippie yay~!! happy days are here again !!!

today, this morning, being of unstable emotional health, i came late. now, normally i would have just entered by the side gate at the courts and just hid in the indoorgym toilets, with the whole bevy of kindly but kaypoh aunties lounging at the benches a few metres outside, gossiping away. i have no freaking idea what POSSESSED me to walk in to the assembly grounds today, (even if by the back) brazenly, as if nothing was wrong. oh well. influence of the two idiots who were, in front of me setting the precedent. the worst thing is, they weren't caught. they managed to mingle in the crowds before getting picked out. yah. so mr loh comes towards me and asks "are you late" and i could have lied, and said "no, i was taking a dump in the romproom" , but no no no, i didn't and just kept quiet, with a sure but slight nod of my sleepyhead.

yippie yay!!! then, this ac guy, not sure what his name is came behind me as well. stupid. now we were both caught. then mr tai/leong/whateverhissurnameis announced the NEW RULING. ooooh. now it's not COD anymore. it's WSOD. white slip on delivery. the moment you're late, you got one. WOW. and i HAD to be late on the first day it started. so hooray, i have a pure and glorious white slip now. how fun, and i thought i could live through my two years with an absolutely spotless record. i'm guai ok. who cares if they actually start counting next monday or if the cliched slate gets erased and whitewashed and cleansed with edward de cruz's oleum miracle mix next year, that's not the point. THE UNFAIRNESS OF IT ALL. heh. oh well. can't really care about the small things in life.

and the only reason why i was late was because i was looking for my badge, damnit. to prevent one white slip, i got another. how ridiculous life is, the Fates play tricks on you.. the stupid bitches.

and then you saw me. shit! that's the most embarassing part of it all. that was damn bad man, like the total nadir man, like, totally hit the bottom of the bottoms doldrums man. a wave and a hello. the only thing that made my day. then, deepshits. whoopiedoo.

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pretty much uneventful the rest of the day. except that something happened during the lengthy chillout! which i couldn't believe either. it was just too much i guess. the heat, everything. the floodgates were just waiting to burst. and that was that. triggered by the sight of the backflipped, archaic Jaxoran moor. and i was just swept away, drowned in the emotionality of the moment. (hmm, nice water imagery)

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moor. Moor. so many connotations huh. "these Moors are changeable in their wills" how true, how very very true. but i'm sure Shakespeare never intended it to mean such 400 years later. it's fun to bastardise literature, lol. teeheehee. and anyway, in terms of appearance, there isn't really much wrong with that assessment. "free and open nature that thinks men honest that but seem to be so" check. in the words of a longago maggi mee (literal) slut, "that's a bit SAD isn't it". what a bitch. thank goodness i never took geog.
quixoticka eulogized @ 7:34:00 pm