what was i thinking, really? why did i set myself up for it all, knowing that i'd most probably wouldn't make it.
it's been a bumpy ride, with really great highs and lows. i hope nana gets in. she really deserves to. foot as well.

oh well, what's done is done.

but i know that if i make it by some fluke, i'll devote my whole life to it. enslave my life, whatever. i'd owe it bigtime, seriously. thanks to whoever voted for me.

i guess i'll just take the really long weekend to have a good chillout. i won't be shocked by anything come monday.
quixoticka eulogized @ 7:19:00 pm