why does everyone say that "oh yeah, your speech was good la.. it was ok.. yada yada" when they weren't even listening? what's the point in empty comfort. i bet the retort question took them by surprise, when i asked them what i really said. no one could give an answer.

if it's bad, just say it next time. why lie to me.

and i said what i truly felt during the speech anyway, and i sincerely wish all other candidates good luck. suspicious people always doubt sincerity's gestures. i'm tired of explaining myself. =T as long as my conscience is clear, i guess.

vote for me then, if (whoever) you (are) wish to do so. if my speech truly touched you (for like, the handful who actually listened). and if you think i really deserve it. these things are ridiculous. so much underhandedness and cheap tactics, so even the truth looks like lies.

i'm not making any bets already. whatever happens, will.

quixoticka eulogized @ 9:30:00 pm