just got my teeth extracted! my lip's numb, my mouth's bleeding, my gum feels chunky, ulcers are developing, but this is worth it. all the pleasure is worth all the pain. i wonder if this is the right thing to do, i hope i don't get some infection and everything gets screwed. aiyah, whatever. terrible start to a daunting 2 years. those intending to, -brace- yourselves (sorry for the bad pun).

common test is just rubbish. will post my results when i get a full gamut of them (the downside to taking arts subjects - that day will come millenia after the science-rs). at the rate i'm going i'm getting exactly what i predicted, or slightly better - if only because the teachers were ridiculously lenient (think: math and history). but it's irritating when the other 2 subjects which you actually devoted some semblance of time to aren't producing desired results.

rmun is cool. cca points aside, it's still worth it as an interesting experience. was hilarious at some moments, and tiring at others. oooh. i was working as a courier, and i remember when i got this message saying "can we have some water?" which is kinda weird but never mind. anyway some of the delegates are oh-so-cute!! if any of you are reading this, i was the guy courier at the bottom of ecosoc!! -grin- lol.. contact me yeah? hahaha..

yonghui, you probably don't read this. but you've got to realise that at the end of the day, when every single fish has been picked up and flung back into the ocean, there's nothing left. you can't just keep on going. maybe i'm just allergic to it. would squid taste better, or be easier to catch?

i'm getting sick of this whole thing. it's not a game, yet i seem to be losing. it's not a war, and yet you're not winning either. i'm feeling so disappointed. hopes brought high brought crashing down again. and woochiao, your "one night can be used to do a lot of other more important things" statement really diminished my ego. well not ego but more like hope. thanks ah. although i'm happy for that digitally tangible printed visage. you guys rock. screw the TEE HEE HEEs of our world.
quixoticka eulogized @ 10:02:00 pm