i had zilch sleep, nada. nothing. finito. none. zero. lei. on sunday night. literally. wrapped up at 0615hrs and proceeded on to bathe, prepare for school, etc. and all because i had to do stupid pw and int hist essay.

woooo and guess what? pandian was absent. i was so freaking pissed!! it's like i could have slept at 2 instead of slogging my ass off? but come to think of it it's better since i reached home quite late today. yeah, and still have other stuff to do. wouldn't have been able to finish everything.

ultimately, it's probably a blessing more than a curse then i guess. had half an hour sleep in the car, which was enough to get me buzzing through the periods before break. along with the coffee mom brewed for me.

the stay-up capsule was useless, the nescafe from the canteen was much more effective. so stupid, i went to sickbay to catch a few winks and also to evade kwan since i hadn't finished my tutorial, but seems like she wasn't around. and besides, i didn't even have to get anyone to sign the slip, as helentan said. no one even goes inside there. but it's a rather grungy area. yuck. the bed has a perpetual contour that's weirdly comfortable, but it's also gross since it shows the number of people who've slept in it. as lynn says, it's full of pathogens. makes you feel worse after being inside.

i was highly miffed because i was stoned and everyone was refusing to clue me in on what was going on. especially during candy's thang and lynette's one. left me utterly confused. and zombie-like. lack of sleep can't really kill you but it does make you feel like puking. i felt nauseous the whole day.

ugh, batchelor telling me he likes my writing style but ultimately giving me a B basically means i'm a great smoker with no substance. damn.

but was really happy for pw because everyone came out of it in a good light, yours truly included. even though i still believe that observations are all a farce, especially since all you have to do is mug the criterion and work it. the work was worth it though, and we're back on the rebound after the horrible friday f*ckup. it's not just me - i believe all 5 of us can get that a1.

haven't been to town in quite some time, and it felt good. especially with friends. ahhhhhhh well. i feel bad. but what can you do, what's done is already done.

wth, why am i blogging about my day. sometimes.. sometimes rj offers many a thing to be happy about. and maybe i can be happy. but i just choose not to be. the redeeming factors are hidden, but they're there. it's the people. yes, the people. really the best and worst we have to offer.

so don't piss me, piss on pisspup!

quixoticka eulogized @ 11:46:00 pm