the past few months. actually no, the past few years rather. have been constantly showing me that i have an internet addiction, and that i need to snap out of this unconscious dependence. it is affecting me in every way possible from being a proper person.

after the dust has settled, after things have been laid to rest in a short while, i shall allow my brother as much time as he wants on the computer. i shall not fight with him for usage as he plays his inane online RPG games. i shall not spend hours on end chatting on msn with anyone and everyone. i shall not want to see your name pop up. in fact, i shall not even be able to see that happening. i shall not..

i shall restrict myself. this will be hard. but i must, i must. everyday, limited? or every other day, unlimited? this probably will not last. but it must, for at least till the end of the year. how funny how time passes by so quickly and so slowly at the same time. it's like you can't wait to and can't bear to leave simultaneously.

the internet has given me life, and yet it has robbed me of my soul.

quixoticka eulogized @ 1:52:00 am