fuck, i was right. my days as an artisan are over.

i never loved you in that way, to set the record straight. *ahem*

i've lost my way with words, a metaphor which i THOUGHT was good ended up with disastrous effects. everything was misinterpreted. added to that the fact that T/S's (whichever you please) somewhat educated but offtangent guess planted that seed of thought in your mind. but it is totally untrue!

i could be assuming things here, making a big fool of myself and only myself in a world of myself. but i read and re-read... and if i did misread it, then maybe i shouldn't even be considering taking litS.

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badminton is a great game, it's fun. and i'm much better at it than i was before!! next on the list: tennis. and these are the things that i want to do this holidays:

1. Explore Orchard Towers at night (read Invisible Trade by Gerrie Lim)
2. Explore Old Tampines Road in the daytime
3. Ensure Plan A runs smoothly
4. Get a fricken' job!
5. Claim back all money that is owed me. (totalling $200, thereabouts) If you people don't want me to announce all your embarassing debts, then you better pay back the ZERO-interest loans at the stipulated dates, that you agreed to yourselves.
6. No time to add anymore lar! Only 6 more weeks left ok!

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mediacorp is stupid, they have stupid intra-department communication. long story, but looks like i'll have to do some kinda Mission Impossible stunt if i want to get my tickets. like, morph into the office or something, i don't know. tudungwoman was rubbish, leandra+25yrs was slightly more helpful. but still ultimately irksome. ok, i'm rambling. all you need to know is that mediacorp is stupid. (notice the same words used to start and end the paragraph.)

i can't wait to go to the new campus. walked past it today, and it looks gorgeous (albar says it's juvenile)..... inspiring and conducive. i hope.

quixoticka eulogized @ 2:29:00 am