i need another 5 more days of holiday! 5 weeks would be good too. hurrah, only one more month of school left to go before the respite.
and i can't stand the way my mom always does her
muakmuak thing that aps, vaish and jenn did last year during dramafest with the relatives everytime we go a-visiting. i mean it's fine but after she does it she tells me loudy enough for anyone in the vicinity to hear, "have you said hello to your uncle/auntie/ahkong/ahpo" whatever whatnots. yeah ok just because you were too busy doing your own greetings to hear mine doesn't mean i didn't do it yeah. but live and let live.
right. got that out of the way. i do wish she'd stop doing that. it's very annoying, treating me like i'm seven instead of seventeen.
i want more angpow money! i want to fulfil my mahjong craving (possible tomorrow)! i want to have more yummillicious goodies and i want more yusheng.
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things are looking up, and down. it's in the balance. there's so much potential for fireworks or for a big bloody mess. and i'm really referring to everything this time.
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i love bowling
i love ddr
i love my widdle sec ones (ok sec threes now lar) that still say hi to me.
i also love cute pastamania.. cashiers. lol.
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hmm. i woke up this morning with a sudden realisation. i'm falling, falling. (aiiiiiiii keeeeep on falling, in and out, of love, with you ahhh-ahhhhh falling eeeeeeen.. heh alicia keys would kill me for that.) ugh, no good, no good. one does not fall in love with friends, nope. one cannot- ahhh, whatever. who's to say no except me? and you of course. but i say no. and that's all that matters.
maybe it's just the impending valentine's day that's making me feel this way. maybe there isn't really a need for this. julian barnes suggested, what is the need for love? is it really necessary and essential? it is more like a mutation that the human race developed over the years. why do we need it, after all it does not guarantee that one will be happy or that one will be satisfied. it might even bring about much more heartache and in the grand scheme of things you don't really need love to reproduce, do you?
i really like that song
never be the same again by mel c.. and the lyrics.
http://www.letssingit.com/?http://www.letssingit.com/mel-c-7ms4m.htmlhrrm. if you do read this.. and you can FEEL that i'm talking about you. tell me. haha. (:
quixoticka eulogized @ 6:55:00 pm
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